fountain of youth

Sometimes I feel like I'm wasting my time. Wasting my youth. These moments, these same exact moments will be the same moments that I will reminisce and wish I had back. I don't want to be 20 years later, and regret not doing much. Some young people find solace in alot of things. I just want to find mine. I'm in my 20's now...and these are the years that I want to find myself...without trying too hard. See, sometimes we try so hard to find our purpose, that we forget to live. That sometimes life can happen and things happen that's beyond our reach. I don't want it to be that complicated. I want to find passion in the things I do but remembering to go with the flow. I want to LIVE. Find comfort in the beautiful things in this time of my life. There has to be more. There just has to be. Life doesn't have to feel repetitive. Especially at this age. There's so much things to see, so much people to meet, and so much life that has to be lived. If there's one thing I promise myself is that I will endure all these things.

Quote

"IF YOU WANT TO KILL YOURSELF, KILL WHAT YOU DON’T LIKE. I HAD AN OLD SELF THAT I KILLED. YOU CAN KILL YOURSELF TOO, BUT THAT DOESN’T MEAN YOU GOT TO STOP LIVING."

Christmas Wishlist

I've narrowed it down to five items I want for this year. 

Now for those who don't know...I like expensive things lol.

 I mean I'm not materialistic of spoiled, but I love alot of 

designer brands and a big arm candy person.

 So handbags, watches, and jewelry are all my weaknesses. 

But there's other things that aren't so expensive that

 I've been wanting for so long...

Michael Kors Jet Set Travel Saffiano Tote, 278$

Yes, I'm a big MK fan. Not as much as I used to be, 

but I'm still very much a fan of his handbags.

I own  two so far, but I love this bag just because it's

 black & classy. It's just the right size to put in daily essentials.

 I really like simple handbags. This one does it.

Michael Kors Selma Quilt Satchel, 278$

You can tell I like black, huh? I love this bag 

because of the quilt look to it. It's a bit small

but I love the look and it seems easy to carry. 

Marc Jacobs Backer Watch, 175$

This watch might just be at the top of my list. 

Since you obviously know I love black.

Been eyeing this watch for a long time now. 

Fujifilm instax Mini, 79$

This camera is everything. For over two years,

 I've been indecisive about buying this, but I might just.

Its cute, small, and takes polaroid photos.

 You can also edit your photos with certain themes.

 I Need!

Olivia Burton Watch, 60-75$

I can't even decide because Olivia Burton has an amazing 

selection of watches that you just can't choose.

If you haven't checked her collections, please do.

 Plus, its affordable and super classy.

Cheesecake factory gift card, $$

A slice of cheesecake never hurt nobody!

hiatus

Its the end of the year and the year 2014 is about to close. I promised myself that I would keep blogging, but life takes control sometimes, and you get zero time. But FORREAL FORREAL that this time I intend to keep blogging. I miss it so much!